Beau
When mobile vet Dr. Lisa Tuzo arrived, after a morning when I dreaded the noise of every car parking on our street, it was clear that our 16-year-old sheltie Beau was in a bad way, immobile on his fleece bed.
He had however been his younger self in his dreams, able-bodied in his imagination until the very end, including the morning of his euthanasia, when his paws twitched in his sleep as he chased seagulls.
Dr. Tuzo explained how my husband’s mantra, “He’s just old,” was what I wanted to hear, even though I felt he was deteriorating markedly and in fact not just old. Sure, old dogs sleep a lot, but heavy heavy sleep indicates the fog of kidney failure and that the pet is in a bad way. Lamont feels that “everything living wants to live,” and would not be inclined to euthanize a pet. I however did not want Beau to suffer seizures, tremors or undue suffering, which is why the information from Dr. Tuzo and another mobile vet about end-stage kidney failure and potential suffering was valuable.
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