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Breezy

I have a farm with alpacas, horses, donkeys and duck of course dogs and cats.

Today was a sad day we had to help our horse breezy go home after being with us for 20 of her 32 years.

She help handicapped kids ride for the first time, won ribbons for barrel racing and taught me a special kind of love.

After we put her down her buddies all spoke up going to calm trigger an Arabian horse her closets friend I saw tears running down his face. He was upset to the point the vet gave him a shot to calm him it did little.

We were bringing our 3 alpacas back to the barn all had to pass breezy\’s body. They all stopped a moment as to say goodbye and proceeded into the barn. In the barn Trigger still upset went nose to nose with the 3 alpacas after a few seconds trigger let out a winnie simba our donkey let out a bray and both had tears streaming down there face. Then they all calmed and quietly
walked out to graze.

Breezy’s passing was no surprise her failing health caused her to isolate her from the rest of our group this was self imposed as she could go where she pleased she was the alpha horse of the group.

If anyone things animals have no feelings, there nothing but feelings.

— Rick from Newark, IL

Sasha

Sasha came into the clinic I used to work at in Savoy, Ill., a broken and defeated dog. A stray, she had been found after being hit by two cars on Interstate 74.

She was taken to a clinic nearby that found her pelvis almost completely shattered. They were able to a put a pin in her right leg, but her left leg suffered so much damage that it was beyond repair. She experienced a great deal of nerve damage to that leg, and when she came to us, she was walking with her left foot completely turned over.

As could be expected, she had not been doing well after all of her traumatic experiences. She was depressed and in pain — reluctant to eat or drink or even get up out of her crate. A client of ours knew the people who had been fostering Sasha, and she asked if she might bring her to see us because the veterinarian I worked for specialized in orthopedic issues, and we also had a rehabilitation facility.

They carried her into the clinic in her wire crate, and even after settling into the exam room, Sasha still did not want to get up. It was heartbreaking to see a dog so down on life, but my boss must have seen some spark of hope in her, because he agreed to take her into our clinic free of charge and try to rehab her, update her vaccines, and eventually spay her.

We all were hoping for the best, but almost expecting the worse, and the client that brought her signed a consent form to have Sasha humanely euthanized if no progress was made within a few weeks.

Those weeks turned into about four months of Sasha undergoing underwater treadmill sessions several times weekly. When she first started, she tried to float with her back end so she wouldn’t have to use either rear leg. She continued to walk with her left paw turned over and developed sores, so she had to wear a bootie or wrap to protect it from infection. The first few days we had her, we had to carry her outside to go potty, and we often found that she would make a mess in her cage.

But slowly, over the months we cared for her, we started to notice her gaining strength and learning to trust us. She started to perk her ears straight up when we talked to her, and when she wagged her tail, it made almost a full circle like a windmill. Eventually she got strong enough that she started to walk correctly with her left paw, and the sores healed completely.

Sasha had come to us in January of 2010, and in April, the client who had brought her in decided she was well enough that she could be placed in a home. That was much easier said than done. While Sasha was undergoing rehab with us, we also discovered she was heartworm positive. That, along with her traumatic history, made it hard to find someone to take her in.

There was a lot of joking during that time that I should just take her to my house. Each time we said it, it became a little less of a joke and more of a possibility. I had a beagle, Ladybird, already, and one night after work, a co-worker and I decided to take her and Sasha for a walk to see how they got along. It wasn’t an immediate friendship, but they tolerated each other well enough.

So the next night after work, I decided to take her home (just for the night!) to see how she did there. The moment we walked in the door, Sasha ran straight for the couch and claimed her spot. It was as if I no longer had a choice in the matter — I was going to be giving her the “furever” home she deserved.

A couple of years later, you would hardly know all of the hardships Sasha had to endure. She runs and plays with Ladybird like a mad dog and has yet to meet a stranger on a walk. She has an occasional limp, but for the most part, she walks normally on both her rear legs. After any particularly intense wrestling session, I can usually find her and Ladybird curled up together on the couch or my bed.

I hate everything that Sasha had to experience to get to me, but am thankful every day that she found me because my little fur family wouldn’t be complete without her.

— Leanne from Rock Island, IL

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Meiscka

This week will be 1 year since we lost our  Meiscka, to a UTI seemed to last forever that developed into full blown kidney failure in 6 months . For me it was extremely hard as I bought her as a puppy for my wife almost 10 years prior and she was a doll , her attitude and demeanor was always the talk when company came to visit , and as our family grew with grandchildren, Meme as we started to call her  and my Grandson adored was a full blown family member. But as one misdiagnosis to another worn on we knew there was something wrong with our baby. It was last year memorial day weekend that we enjoyed what was soon her last days, I got a phone call at work that Tuesday that she had taken a turn to the worst. The weather was typical WA weather. But she made her way outside and laid down and just would not get up…The Vet contacted us and told us she had gone into full blown Kidney failure ( based on her Blood results). As hard as it was we could not watch her just go in agony. But our Vet who correctly diagnosed her issues did a fantastic job allowing us as a family to bond with her one last time, we where allow  to bring our whole family to the vet as they did what they could to comfort her, in her final moments here with us…we sat with her as they injected her and put her to sleep that final time..My eyes welled up as they are now as she took her final breath… Boy did that hurt ,, as it still does..but her memories will always live on with us,,,My Grandson still talked about our Fuzzzy White Dog…MeMe we love you and miss you…

— Bremerton, WA

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Angel

Angel was a Rottweiler and Lab mix we called our “RottenLab”. She was our baby. We got Angel when I was 23 and my husband, Joe, was 25. Now we are nearly 40. I feel like we all “grew up” together. Angel just recently had her birthday on April 3rd, and turned 14 years old. Being a large dog and having had so many different medical issues throughout her life I know we are very blessed to have had her for so long. She passed away on 4/29/12 at 2:41am.
Angel was diagnosed with a tumor on her spleen back in August and at that time the doctor gave her just a few weeks to live. Well, as usual, Angel beat those odds. Not only did she live an additional 7 months, but she lived them with vigor. Angel had some serious medical conditions throughout her life but she never let them hold her back. Thanks to the excellent medical care of Dr. Dewitt at Club Hill Animal Clinic, Angel was able to beat Parvo at 9 weeks old (she had it when she came to us), a severe uterine infection at age 6, and breast cancer at age 7. We love taking our dogs on vacations with us and Angel always had a good time. We took her to many NASCAR race weekends at Texas Motor Speedway. She loved that. Except for the blimp, she hated the Goodyear blimp and would just bark and bark at it. We take an annual trip to east Texas and Angel always had a good time. She loved running up and down the lake shoreline trying to “catch” the waves. And back in 2009 we took her to Colorado with us. It was so much fun to watch her discover deep snow and how much fun you can have in it. I am so thankful we took her on so many adventures with us. Because of that I must have a thousand pictures of her. Angel loved life and she lived it to the fullest up until the day she died. Now it is the little things that make me break down in tears. Angel loved to chase the laser beam and knew exactly what drawer the laser was kept and she constantly went to it telling us it is time to play. Now I can hardly bear to open that drawer. She also knew that aluminum foil would shine too if the light hit it just right. She would come running into the room if she heard me using foil. I used foil last night and when she did not come running I burst into tears. There are so many other little things just like that. We love her and we always will. Till we meet again at the Rainbow Bridge.

— Dawna from Rowlett, TX

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Tornado

Tornado, lost her brief battle with lymphoma on 6/2/2012 Named by my daughter eleven years ago when we rescued her from a shelter. Always running, playing,so smart and sweet. We miss her so much. She now runs with her best buddy Russell who has been waiting for her for 3 years. They will run and play together now forever.

— Toxie from Montague, TX

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Holly Joy

I rescued a female chihuahua and named her Holly Joy.  First thing I did was take her to the vet to be checked out.  She was eight years old born Nov. 2, 1999, the day before my birthday of Nov. 3.  The vet found out she had an enlarged heart which was pressing on her esophagus and also had congestive heart failure.  She had to take a diurretic and heart medication to keep her heart from enlarging any further.  She was very shy at first having lived in a concrete kennel for 8 years.  She and I soon became very close and she growled at anyone who came near me, however, having been bred so much she had lost all of her teeth and could not bite anyone.  Once my niece got close to me and Holly Joy grabbed her by the pants legs and tried to pull her away.  It was so funny.  She slept in a tiny bed placed between our pillows on the bed and always wanted to be covered by a blanket.  I always put dresses and sweaters on her and she walked around like she was a queen and in my heart and eyes she was a beautiful queen.  She always laid next to me on the loveseat and loved to held and kissed.  I never loved a dog as much as I grew to love her.  She created a space in my heart that can never be replaced.  Holly Joy went down quickly a couple of months ago.  She lost her sight and hearing, her legs were so weak she could not stand very long.  We had to feed her on a towel as she could no longer get her food out of her bowl. I was determined not to euthanize her as I had convinced myself it was like lethal injection for criminals.  However, last Saturday Feb. 4, 2012, I could not stand seeing her so weak and sick.  She walked in circles and then would stop and just put the top of her head on the floor as if she just didn’t know what to do.  I started crying and told my husband it was time to let her go.  He called the Burleson Animal ER here in Texas and they told us to come in 30 minutes.  I wrapped her in a blanket and held her and kissed her, telling her how  much I loved her and always would.  When we got to the ER they took us into a private room to spend some last time with her.  The doctor came in and told us what they would do and let them know when we were ready.  We didn’t take a long time as I was almost crying hysterically.  They came and got her so they could sedate her and put an IV in her little tiny legs and then brought her back to us.  I wrapped her in her blanket and put my head on hers talking to her even though she was deaf, while the vet began giving her the medicines to stop her heart.  It only took a minute or so and she was gone.  The vet then said we could hold her and when we were ready to leave they would come get her.  She was so peaceful looking but I was torn up inside.  We let them take her to have her cremated and have her ashes give back to us.  We are now waiting for the vet to call and tell us her ashes are there to be picked up.  My heart is still broken and I hesitated to read your book, but I needed to know other people go through this heartbreak too.  I just finished reading your book Rescuing Sprite.  I know exactly how broken your heart was and I am so glad you adopted another pet to be loved and cared for like no one else could do. However, unlike you, I had to get another dog right away to ease my pain.  We now have a 1-1/2 year old female chihuahua named Foxie and she has already accepted us, but mostly she only wants me, just like Holly Joy did.  I already love her so much and she is slowly getting over her shyness.  I read some of the negative feedback some people wrote and I feel sorry for them that will never know the love we have known.   That unconditional love is the way we should all love, but some of choose not to.  God’s love is unconditional and I like to say God spelled backwards is dog and when Adam in the Garden of Eden named animals, he also saw that unconditional love and called them a dog, spelling God’s name backwards. I still cry and my heart still aches, but I am beginning to accept that euthanasia was the only decision I could have made to bring her suffering to an end.

— Helen from Crowley, TX

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