It was August of 1993, my sister had moved to Texas to attend Baylor University. The house seemed so empty. My folks had divorced a couple years before and with my sister gone it was just me and my Mom. It was an odd time. Mom was still trying to find herself now that she was not Mrs. Rick Hartsfield, and I, well, I was a teenager. I was full of emotion, full angst, full of a lot of things. With Heather gone, I was unaware of just how life would shape up to be. Truth is I was lonely, very lonely. I tried to put on a good face, tried to be a \”man\” and not show how I was feeling. Funny thing is, with all that was going on in her heart and mind, my Mom still saw right through the \”mask\” I was wearing. She was able to put aside, if only for a moment, her pain and emptiness and zero in on her child\’s need.
When I was growing up we always had dogs. We had all kinds of dogs. We had a German shepherd, we had mixed breads, and we had an English bulldog. We had just about every dog you could think of. There was a time when my Dad thought we would raise Cocker Spaniels. It seemed like a good idea. Trouble was the first Cocker we got was a few bricks shy of a load. In the end, the Cocker \”experiment\” last about 7 years, with little or no rewards to show.
The back yard was so quiet. No barking, just silence. Honestly, it was kinda refreshing. We had had some tough times with the Cockers. So, the peace was a nice change. However, when Heather left the silence seemed to overtake everything. It sorta crept in from the back yard and filled the house. I must have not hid how uncomfortable it made me to well, because Mom decided enough was enough.
It was a day like any other; summer was coming to a close and school would soon start again. Upon coming home from work one day evening, my Mom told me to head out to the truck.
\”Where are we going?\” I asked.
\”I have to run an errand in Modesto.\” She replied.
\”Can\’t I just stay home while you go?\” I wined.
\”No, you are going.\” She countered.
Annoyed and frustrated, I sat silently as we headed to Modesto. We lived in Oakdale, California, a small rural town of about 10,000 to 12,000 people. The trip from Oakdale to Modesto would take, on average, 15 to 30 minutes depending on what part of town you were headed to. After what seemed to be an eternity, we arrived at a house I was not familiar with.
\”Where are we?\” I groaned.
\”Just stop complaining.\” She fired back at me.
She knocked on the door and a man, who I\’d never seen, greeted us and invited us in. He led us through his home to the back yard. Once we were there I saw the most beautiful Golden Labrador I\’d ever seen. She was thick and broad, just simply a gorgeous dog. Attached to her was a litter of Black puppies. Read the rest of this entry »