This is my story about our faithful family member, Lucky. We put our baby boy to sleep only a month ago, so our pain is still fresh in our hearts. He was an 11-year-old Maltese when he died and had been a part of our family since he was a puppy. And boy was he a handful from the beginning. I swear puppies are worse than kids. He was terrible with all the chewing, biting and getting into boyish mischief, I thought I was going to pull my hair out of my head. He was a little 10-pound dog who thought he was a German Sheppard. Always ready to take on whatever dog dared step paw into our front yard. And Lucky was a pampered pooch. My mother babysat our kids while my husband and I worked and as such, Lucky would head over to grandmas as well each day. He was as much her dog as he was ours. Lucky loved us all, but worshipped my husband and mother.
Up until the end of July, he was his usual puppy playfulness. Then my husband and I noticed a change in him the beginning of August. He wasn’t eating that much and he was acting lethargic. I thought it was due to the weather as the Texas sun was really starting to heat up. One day I was on the floor rubbing his head and around his jaw when I noticed a lump on the right side. My husband got down and felt it and was immediately inconsolable. He said it was his lymph node and knew it was cancer even before we took him to the vet. The vet did a biopsy on the area, and the results were just as predicted….cancer. The vet gave him 2 months, told us to take him home and that we would know when the time was right to put him to sleep. My mother was devastated. During the middle of September he started bleeding out of his mouth and making a snoring-like noise when he breathed. The vet said these were contributed to the growth pushing into his mouth and nasal cavity, and that the bleeding would get worse. It was pure torture listening to him make that horrible noise and bleeding more and more each day.
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