I penned the following in the days after I had to put my pal to sleep in July 2006. Having heard about your book, I thought I’d share Beezer’s story with you. (The form doesn’t seem to want to accept a picture, however).
Farewell my faithful friend.
It was a warm, late summer day in early September, 1993 when I first saw him. Standing on the sidewalk, waiting for my carpool partner to come down from her apartment, I looked to my right and was startled to see a dog standing there. He had appeared as if out of nowhere, this large, furry golden dog with pointy ears.
He looked at me and I at him. “Hello buddy,” I said. “Where did you come from?” I must have startled him, because he tried to cross busy Springfield Avenue in Maplewood, New Jersey. “No!”, I called out – then watched in horror as a big black sedan swerved, just missing him. He turned and ran back to the sidewalk. I rushed over to him, knelt down and wrapped my arms around him so he wouldn’t run into traffic again. “You okay, buddy?” I asked. He looked up at me and wagged his tail as a two girls spilled out of the grooming salon next door to where I had been standing.
“Is he your dog?”, one asked excitedly, probably ready to pounce on my for letting him run into the street. “No,” I replied. “I don’t know who he belongs to, he appeared out of nowhere.”
“Well, we’ll take him and call the local shelter, to see if anyone is missing a dog.”, she said. I was relieved that someone had him, so he wouldn’t wander into traffic again. As the girls put a lead on him and brought him back to their shop, my co-worker came down and asked what was going on. I told her, and she said she’d check to see what happened to the dog.
The days moved on, as they always do, but I couldn’t stop thinking about the golden yellow dog. My co-worker told me that the dog had gone from the groomers to a local vet and then onto a shelter in town. “You know”, she said, “you should adopt him.” I laughed – my lease specifically said no pets. Besides, he was a beautiful animal; someone would give him a good home.
The next week, I found out that there had been an adoption day at the shelter. The dog that had appeared out of nowhere was the only dog not to be adopted. If a home couldn’t be found for him, he would have to be destroyed. ‘The heck with my lease’, I thought. ‘I can’t let this dog be killed.’
So, on a warm autumn day in late September of 1993, I went to the shelter in Maplewood to see him. I knelt in front of his cage, wondering if he’d remember me. When ‘Butterscotch’, as they had named him, saw me, he jumped up, tail wagging feverishly. He came over to me almost shyly, jumped up and put a paw on the gate and started to whimper, tail still wagging a thousand miles a minute. I slipped my fingers through the fencing. He sniffed my fingers, then started licking them furiously.
I smiled and knew that I had to take him home. Looking up at the woman from the shelter, I said, still smiling, “I’ll take him”. Upon the suggestion of another co-worker, I named him “Beezer”, which was the nickname for John Vanbiesbrouck, the goalie for hockey’s New York Rangers.
I signed all the paperwork, paid the adoption fee and walked him outside. He jumped around, biting at the leash and wagging his tail At that moment a friendship was born that was a deep and loving as one could have with an animal – a friendship that endured for almost 13 years. That friendship was interrupted on July 19, 2006, when I had to put my beloved friend to sleep.
Beezer loved me and I loved him. He seemed to know that I saved him and I knew that he had saved me from the deep depression I had been in since my father had passed away 10 months before he walked into my life.
I brought Beezer home to an unsuspecting wife and landlord. Not a real animal lover, my wife tolerated the dog and was good to him. At first, we kept him in a dog crate next to the bed, not knowing how he’d react to being in our apartment.
Shortly after bringing him home, I woke up one morning and barely had my eyes open when I heard the sound of his tail thumping. I looked down to see him wagging his tail – he had been watching me and was excited to see me awake. Another day I woke up and saw him laying on his back sound asleep, legs in the air and tongue hanging out of his mouth. He slept the sleep of a creature that was content, happy and safe. I knew I had made the right choice. Read the rest of this entry »