We found out 2 weeks ago my baby Buddha isn’t absorbing proteins any more and there is nothing we can do at this point. We have to put her to sleep today at 4:45 after 12 years. How in the world am I going to handle this? My kids and wife are utterly distraught. I’m sick, numb, depressed, I don’t know what’s going on. I’m supposed to be a man. I’m far from that at this point.

Mark from NY