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Listener Stories

Stefán

All my life I’ve wanted a dog, but I grew up in an animal-free environment. Then, life happened and I gave up on my dream. But at 35 years of age, I was given my very first dog as a Christmas present and it has changed my life in the most amazing ways. Stefán is the sweetest animal I’ve ever known. He doesn’t bark, doesn’t scratch, doesn’t jump, doesn’t disobey…. he lives to please me and does a better job than I could ever have imagined. He makes me so incredibly happy. Stefán has very serious allergy issues which have made things difficult for us. I know that when couples have a child they talk about how life is no longer about them. That’s the experience I’ve had with Stefán. My life is about him and spending as much time with him as I can. The love I feel for this dog is far too difficult to explain. I know many of you can understand. Take care of your pets. They need you.
Marjorie from NY

Baltimore

I came from a big family of 11 and my parents were quite rightly opposed to having any pets in our small Baltimore County, Maryland home. So, needless to say, being the 6th of 9 children as soon as I was able (Due to the fact that my brothers and sisters had left the nest) I brought home a puppy that we had found INSIDE a dumpster in Downtown Baltimore. His ears and body were full of mites and open sores and when we bathed him the water turned red with the bloodsucking bastards!

He walked sideways for a time from the ear mite damage and he would not eat. Finally, I figured out he liked bacon and he soon started putting on weight and becoming increasingly active and more playful.
Needless to say, he became a member of the family and much loved by all he met.
We named him \”Baltimore\”.

He was 17 years old when he was playing with 2 younger dogs and tore the ligaments in both his back legs. It \”came to me\” when it was time for him to leave this earth. I have never cried so hard in my life before or since and I have lost my father, 2 brothers and a sister. I had to beg the Vet to put him down because there had to be a waiting period of 2 weeks in case the dog had bitten someone and he didn\’t want to break the law. Baltimore was feeble from his injuries and you could see he knew it was time to go.
The vet complied.

I waited outside while the Vet injected him and when it was over I came in and picked the dog up. His final breath escaped in a large \”whoosh\” and the tears whoosed from me. I was a grown man by this time and I was bawling uncontrollably… so much I had to pull over on the side of the road. A policeman pulled over to see if I was alright and all I could do was point into the back of my car and show him the vet bill. My head was bowed against the steering wheel and I felt him pat me soundly on the shoulders as he walked back to his cruiser. As he pulled away I could see him wiping tears off his face.
I buried my friend underneath a fig tree in the backyard where he would watch me garden in his older years. I called him my \”Garden Dog\”.
The fig tree has grown immense from the goodness and sweetness that was so much a part of his nature.
That was 20 years ago and I still have his picture on my bureau.

Chip from NJ

Mulligan and the Marine

Mulligan was a wonderful Westie that brought joy into my life shortly after a car accident. The doctors told me that I needed 12 or more months to recover and I would be spending a lot of time home alone. My husband and I were newly married and decided that I needed some companionship in the form a little white fuzz ball. Mulligan was at my side during all of my surgeries and recoveries. When I had my bad days he would just lay at the foot of my bed keeping me company.

When my recovery was complete, Mulligan became my little travel companion. I would have him with me wherever my travels would take me.
Mulligan had a second duty in the house. He was the peacemaker between myself and my stepson Phillip. Phil was 10 years old when I married his father. Phil and I had our struggles when he came to live with us shortly before his 13th birthday. For three years Phil and I would have our moments of love and understanding followed by eye rolling moments of what are you thinking. It was during the times of tension that Mulligan would work his magic. Mulligan would bring a toy to have us play with him. It is hard to stay mad when rubbing a doggy belly.

Phillip had a tough time in his late teens and early twenties. He found himself making choices that left him questioning his future. Phil needed to have structure in his life; he entered the Corps and from that point on Phil changed for the better. Phil became the person he wanted to be, a caring self-confident young man. Phil would call home and every call would have questions about Mulligan. When Phil would come home Mulligan was on his lap and boys were happy.

Sadly we had to make the hard choice to have Mulligan put to sleep after a long life. That was not a fun call to Phil; we all lost our friend.

On November 9th, 2007 Sgt. Phillip Allen Bocks, USMC was killed in Afghanistan. Phil was gone and in those first moments of grieve I gained comfort in knowing that Mulligan and Phil where in Heaven together. Once again Phil would be comforted by Mulligan and Mulligan would have his buddy’s lap to sit on.

Monica from CA

Jazz

Hello Mark,
I just wanted to share a small part of my story with you.
I just finished reading your wonderful book Rescuing Sprite. This book has helped me through a terrible time in my life.

I had to put to rest my wonderful dog Jazz. Jazz had been my best friend for fifteen years and the guilt and pain I felt when I had to end her life was almost to painful to go through.

Four weeks after Jazz\’z death I was hit by a car crossing a street. While I was in the traumma unit for three days I often thought of my best friend and at one point in time I felt Jazz kissing my face to let me know everything was going to be fine.

Like you I learned so much from this wonderful pet.
Thank you, for sharing your story about Sprite and how our pets can open our eyes to the simple things in life!
God Bless,

Leigh from OH

Neiko

Mark, I had to put my dog down, he was a 14 year old Dachsund named Neiko. He was suffering from kidney failure. He has been declining for two years, I did evrything that I could to keep him going. In early December, he started to decline rapidly. I didn’t want to face it, then on Dec 13, he had a seizure, I though he was going to die right then, but he didn’t. I remembered what you said about how dogs just hang on, I tried to fool myself into thinking he would somehow survive, but he stopped eating. I watched him get thinner and thinner, still I fed him with a baby syringe, chicken soup ground up, until just three days ago, he started throwing up and would not keep anything down. I looked at him, shaking, trembling, disoriented, so thin, and I knew that I had to take charge of ending his life.
I brought him on New Year’s Eve to a beautiful animal hospital in NJ. I was crying so hard that I couldn’t breathe, I felt like I was both helping and betraying him. I loved him, he was my best friend, we sat together on the couch every night, he slept on my bed for 12 years until he started with incontinence two years ago. I can’t describe the empty feeling that I have the loss is so hard to bear. I know you understand my pain. I will always love my dog, forever, that is what I told him as I left him to die.
Doing this, ranks as one of the hardest things I have ever done. Losing my Dad was so tough, but losing my pal is incomprehensible, I grieve not just for his life that has ended, but for a part of mine that has ended. I love your show, I admire and respect you, thank God for Mark Levin, my hero. With gratitude, Phyllis Miranda a loyal listener.
Phyllis from NY

How Hard It Is

Dear Mark,
You do not know me and we may never meet. I was in the hospital and had back surgery.
Two days later I had a stroke.
My loveing wife made arrangements to bring my two loving dogs to visit me. I’m sorry to hear about Sprite I have lost three dogs myself. My deepest sympathies to you and your family. I know how hard it is and I am greatful for your shareing your story. And I believe that our dog;s are truely members of our families . I presently have two dogs and a cat and they are like children to my wife and myself. I enjoyed your book tremendiously. If you ever need a friend call. My door is always open. 301-887-0790
Tim from MD